Monday, March 14, 2005

first day of work

i'm dead...

-from the not-so-simple birthday wish i swore to grant but haven't had any action yet because of his probable refusal
-from the kinda absurd but sweet little promise to give him a million hugs before we see heaven (a promise he made for me to comply)
-from the undeniable fact that, when it comes to him, i just can't seem to follow the "hakuna matata" worry-free philosophy
-from the obviously clear observation that we've grown more closer after my pathetic decision to not love him anymore
-from the seemingly indirect honesty that's just starting to unravel
-from the wishful thinking that i'm holding on to a hand that would not also want to let me go
-from the unbearable realization that i, with all determination to get things to come to a dead end, wanna change back my mind...

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