guess you wouldn't believe but a knight in shining blue jeans came to my rescue. this is not another romantic fairy tale. there's nothing romantic about this actually. sorry for the word but i'd rather call it a disaster. whew! why do i always get stucked into situations like this? no matter what i do, troubles keep running after me. no matter how i try to resist, they get on my way. talk about bad luck!
few days ago, i met an old suitor who asked me about my lovelife. i know i've been lying about me having a boyfriend since june. that was my last resort-no choice. if u ask me what it takes to have a hard-headed ex who tightens his grip on you even more when you push him with all your might a million times, i'd say "grrr...". it's definitely a total headache. little did i know that things would complicate. i just wanted enough reason for him to back-off.
it just started with this certain guy jokingly offering himself if i couldn't find a boyfriend 'til october, the month my ex would come home. never did it cross my mind to be in a relationship just because. what for? so everything would turn out to be worser than the one i had before? i don't want a boyfriend. i need a boyfriend. i remembered about the offer and reconsidered it. all was well with the sort-of-but-not-quite relationship until other people got involved. i'm not sure if they just wanted some extra curricular participaton or just wanted to make my life more miserable. well, i never really liked the idea of me and him playing as girlfriend and boyfriend but i must face the fact that i have to show to my ex a boyfriend i was boasting when time comes. someone's got to be there-and i'm glad he was. without him things would be different. i just couldn't even imagine myself alone in the battle field. so if you ask me what it takes to have a knight in shining blue jeans around, i'd say " =) ".
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