march 1

FINALLY...the ever sweet, all-loving me has come to my senses. i may not have done the dirtiest deed but i surely did the stupidest thing there is in my entire topsy-turvy years of existence. i've grown i love with a used-to-be basically inaccessible guy who may seem mature but is still a kid. he might have told some friends things he never told me. maybe he really does love me too but rather keeps it unrevealed because, certainly, it's the right and best thing to do. doing the right thing does not necessarily mean you like doing it. no doubt that it's pretty hard (sigh!). well, life's made of tough choices, isn't it? more often than not, i can't seem to make a choice. i dont know what to do and perhaps i don't have to do anything since there's actually nothing more i can do about it. my mistake is just that, a mistake. this can't be done overnight but i have to correct it, i was wrong because i love him. but I'VE CHANGED MY MIND.