i'm sure now...i've fallen deep. deep enough to ponder about my rationality. i always knew the right thing to do when it comes to matters like this. but now, i find myself going the other way. although i may act normal in front of him, i'm confused inside...mind and heart battling about him. i find it weird. sometimes awkward.
lately, i've been insanely sweet. just imagine the mere fact that i pretty much acted like a total jerk the time when something happened to him. i was over-concerned. i worried too much to a point that i sounded like an idiot. but i didn't anymore mind if he was thinking that i was. i just couldn't keep myself from showing him just how much i really care. i never thought ignoring such nonsense would be this hard. yeah, really hard that i just couldn't do it. what a waste!
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