right after Christmas

i am underslept. few minutes from now and i'll be dozing off to sleep smiling. i least expected things would turn out that way. we just wanted to do what we promised ourselves for Christmas. it was just one of our crazy ideas to do something different. and i'm glad we really did.

we were in an old watchtower near the coast, enjoying the beautiful sight and maybe just having fun.but everything's still fresh in my mind-the long winding walk down to the coast, how "bumblebee"chased us when we passed by, the way we fooled around, the smile he gave me everytime i hit or pinch him (as usual!), the piggy-backride, the way we laughed when i thought an opening of the tower was the last thing we never went into (but was actually the same opening where we came in from), the confused look on his face when i played as fortuneteller and shuffled my cards, the game of tong-its in the cottage, how we watched the sunset ( and never felt sick), the sweet dance we had though we were both tipsy, the way he shouted my name when i told him to do so, the songs he sang when i asked him to sing while i sleep for awhile, how cute it seemed when i kissed him on the forehead and he didn't think it was a real kiss, the way it felt when he wrapped me inside his arms, the way he kept me warm when i was freezing, the funny noises our tummies made for not eating dinner and for staying near the shore without wearing sweaters, how we broke into the guardhouse and slept, how sweet it was to just sit beside each other all night long, how the sun rose on our face, the exhausted look we gave each other when we took a different route just to pass by the stairway leading to the same road, how we stayed quite in the waiting shed, and the time we took different buses and parted ways.

it was indeed fun...and perfect. i bet even real-life sweethearts haven't had one like ours. it was really something different i'll never forget. that could maybe be the last time we would see each other before we end, but i'm already more than happy something so wonderful happened, may it be just another mere pretending or not. it's enough for me to display my pearly whites.